sultry on a Saturday...

...I got a feelin' 'sultry' is not the right word to describe my mood

sad.

that works.
mostly because I can finally hang out, stay up late & there's no one to chill with!

so, I took this pic:

[from da batPhone]

*sigh*

i miss my friend.
it was a losing battle from the start...
Work.
i hate work.
especially when it hinders me from seeing you...

we never get a chance to kick it...
chatting isn't enough
i want what i can't have

life sux

in other news, I'm not dying :)
i was mis-diagnosed
go figure

R.I.P. James...

I will never forget that Thursday after work when I first put 2 & 2 together and really understood just how special you were. We were on the Lower East Side, in one of those new, narrow, little lounges. The DJ played 'Eve remix ft. Spacek' I'd never heard of Spacek and I swear, this track changed my life FOREVER!!! Thank you!